It's the end of the world as she knows it..
Connor used to sing that a lot around me, and that's how i feel now. It
feels like literally starting a new world. I was born in the little ocean
side town of Sanremo, and have lived literally what feels like a life.. and
i find my death in Pavia.
I can't say that i am super happy to leave.. but i wouldn't be super happy
to stay either. I know it's time. It's just scary... like just another
inner battle that i just can't win with either option. I am grateful to
Heavenly Father that this was His plan for me. I love this mission. I love
Italy.. everything about it. Their culture, and over dramticness with quasi
everything. I just love them.. So this past week literally everyone and
their dog has wanted to see us... And that means food.. More food then i
have eaten in a very long time.. Like, lunch, and dinner that both are the
size of a christmas dinner. My stomache walls were in literal pain from how
much food i had to pound down.. We even had a dinner that was completely
themed around ricotta. Lots of laughs, not many tears (on my part.. i have
this inablity to cry when it's sociably correct..They probably think i am
heartless), and too many goodbyes.. acutally we call them arrivederci's. IM
COMING BACK.
Today we have appts all day, so no pday but i just want to see everyoneeee!
All i can say is that i will never be able to thank Heavenly Father enough
for this year and a half that He has given to me. I have learned so much.
Sopratutto, that this is the church of Christ and that the only way to
live, to really live is by living the gospel. I finished the Book of Mormon
in Italian the other day and as i prayed to know it was true the beautiful,
familiar calm just touched my heart as i sat there.. and the song 'I know
that my Reedemer lives' came to mind. I know He lives and through the Book
of Mormon, i know Him better. It is the word of God. It is the guide that
we have been given to make it home to Heavenly Father.. We have been given
every answer to this test of life that we have been given. We only have to
read it and apply it everyday in our lives. There is no greater happiness
that i have found then i have helping others come unto Christ. I have loved
every companion, and city. I have learned, struggled, cried, prayed, and
pleaded. It feels like i have been here 100 years, but life before seems
like yesterday. All i can say is if you have the opprotunity to serve,
don't give it up. It would be the biggest you will have ever made. Heavenly
Father literally pushed me here.. I don't think i had a choice, and it has
been the biggest blessing. I never thought i would serve a mission, and
looking back i know that it was always apart of the plan. I trust in my
Heavenly Father, and i trust in all His promises of good things to come. To
me and my family for the service i have given, and to all those who have
listened to His direction. This is the work of God and it will not stop.
Our Savior is coming to the earth and there is no greater work to be doing
then that of salvation.. As a missionary, in the temples, wherever. That is
our job as members of the church of Jesus Christ. We have to envelope
ourselves in bringing our brothers and sisters home. It is what i will do
as i am back to the good state of Utah, and as i make my way back to my
really home with Heavenly Father. I sometimes get these little glimpses and
feelings of how eternity is going to be and i can't wait to spend it with
my family.. You people that are waiting for me in Utah and anche quella che
รจ qui. ((: I love you all!!
See you all reallll soon.
Con tutto l'amore che ho,
La Sorella Woods
the one and only. (:
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